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Peter Parker ([personal profile] promisebreaker) wrote2012-10-31 09:39 pm

[community profile] musewrite Prompt Set 21

[damage]


Agony didn’t begin to describe how Peter was feeling right now. It hurt to breathe; it hurt to think about breathing, but it was almost over. He only had to remain conscious and moving a little while longer. Dr. Frost was immobilized, unconscious and wrapped up in enough web to stop a train, literally. The police were on their way; he could hear sirens wailing from a distance and the window in which he could get out of here was growing shorter by the second. His left shoulder was dislocated. He had known that from the moment it’d happened. With the assistance of his web and a still-standing-pillar, he pulled it back into place, biting off a scream as it popped back.

That taken care of, Peter dragged himself across the now empty space to where Bethel was just coming around. He’d been making an annoyance of himself in Dr. Frost’s eyes for two weeks. In an effort to shut him down, he’d found out about Bethel, kidnapped her and used her as bait. It had worked exactly as Dr. Frost had planned with one exception: Dr. Frost had seriously underestimated how dangerous it had been to motivate Peter. Once he’d crossed the space, he fell to his knees next to Bethel, pain radiating through his body, pain that he scarcely felt at the moment. He brushed a hand across Bethel’s forehead, smoothing her bangs back and smiled gratefully, genuinely. He was beat all to hell, Bethel was a little worse for the wear. She’d been drugged, tied up, threatened and kept in a room that was practically a walk-in freezer. Her lips were a little blue and he swore he could still see crystals of ice mixed in with her lashes, but they were both alive and she was responsive. She’d warm up and she’d be okay.

“Hey, Pretty Girl.” His voice grated painfully in his throat, funny how being throttled would do that to a person. “We’ve gotta get out of here. Police are on their way.” Bethel knew enough to know that if the police caught either of them here, there would be questions they couldn’t answer. “Think you can stand up?”

Bethel nodded, mumbling something that Peter didn’t catch. He slid an arm under her shoulders, grabbed her wrist and gingerly helped her to her feet. Once she was on her feet, they both hobbled in the direction of a plate glass window that’d been broken.

“I know you’re gonna hate this, but it’s the only way to get home.”

“Shut it. I just want to be home.”

It actually bolstered his spirits and gave him hope. If she was feeling well enough to tell him to shut it then she’d be okay. The pain was practically blinding when he picked her up. He literally saw black dots swimming in his vision. Bethel sort of clung bonelessly to him. He swayed on his feet, taking a moment to wrap some web around both of them, effectively papoosing her to his chest. It took strength he didn’t have to keep from dropping her, but with the web all he had to worry about was standing upright and she was still out of it enough that he hoped she didn’t realize just how badly he’d been beaten. The dark light in the partially destroyed twentieth floor of the OsCorp building aided him there. She couldn’t see his face well enough to tell it was a mass of purple bruising and caked with blood, a good deal of it his.

The only reason they made it back to the flat was because he could swing without effort all the way to their fire escape. Once there, he climbed through the window, severed the webbing holding them together and collapsed on the bed, laying Bethel down as carefully as possible then crumpling next to her. With one hand, he stroked her hair, murmuring over and over in quiet, rough whispers like a balm that could ease all of their pain.

“S’okay now. You’re okay.”

She had to be okay, because he couldn’t stand it if something happened to her. He was already struggling with guilt that weighed on him heavier than any physical damage. His promise to Chief Stacey rang in his ears. Arthur Tobias should have extracted the same sort of promise out of him and Peter should have honored it. Bethel would be safe and unharmed right now if he had. Chief Stacey had tried to tell him that he would hurt everything and everyone he touched, but he’d been young and optimistic. He hadn’t wanted to believe the man, but his words came back to him from the grave. He’d been right. Spiderman couldn’t have anyone in his life because it made the people he loved targets. It’d been proven to him time and again. This was just a repeat lesson that he hadn’t yet learned and it’d come at the price of Bethel’s safety, but he couldn’t bring himself to take any of it back.

He desperately hoped they could both live with the damage.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Bethel read too much. That was what she had realized, tied up like a prize cow and tossed into a freezer like unwanted leftovers. She realized this as her fingers started to go numb and the drugs started to wear off on the first go. Just a trial run, he'd said. To see how much she could take. Bethel had stayed silent, running through scenarios like this in the books she read. Unfortunately, most of them ended badly. He'd dragged her out again when he realized she was awake, holding her up against the wall and hitting her so hard in the stomach that her vision went blurry and her knees crumpled beneath her. The he had drugged her again, more this time, and reminded her that she was only bait. She was only there because he wanted Spiderman. She was a worm on the line.

She could feel herself slipping away and part of her brain wondered how drug addicts did it, she didn't want to feel this, consciousness slipping away from her. Her body hit the ground with a thud when she was tossed back into the freezer, the impact making a sharp pain shoot across her chest and she wondered, deliriously, if she'd broken something.

The next thing she knew, she was being pulled out of the room. Her skin was so cold and sensitive that she almost screamed, but when her eyes fluttered open she could see that it was Peter so she relaxed, letting him be Spiderman while she tried to force her body to expel the drugs, trying to will them out of her system. Every once and a while, Peter said something during the fight and Bethel stirred, her body trying to fight against the drugs. Peter was in danger and it went against every fiber of her being to sit back and do nothing.

Eventually though it went silent and Peter came back for her, scooping her up and letting her lean on him as they headed towards the window. She didn't have much control over her body still, but her mind was mostly back, enough for her to snap at him. Nothing sounded better than home to her. Bed. Maybe a bath. Both. Or bed, Peter had chosen bed, that worked fine for her.

"I'm okay," she finally murmured back, her breathing a little shallow, something she had to make a conscious effort to correct. She was pretty sure she had a broken rib and she knew that could put her danger of a collapsed lung, something she had learned from a book. Something she truly wished she didn't know. That knowledge wiped out all the courage she needed to roll over, but she managed to turn her head, counting her breaths as she did so, making sure she was taking steady deep ones.

Her hand reached out, clumsy and still chilled, to touch Peter's cheek. "Are you okay?" He didn't look okay, which was terrifying enough for her breath to speed up again out of nervousness. "Please be okay."
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Shush," Bethel murmured, her eyes closing again because the light was too bright, making her head hurt, and the sight of Peter looking so sad was too much for her to bear. "You've nothing to apologize for. You saved me."

It was that simple to her. If Frost hadn't taken her, he would have taken someone else and maybe they wouldn't have been able to cope as well as Bethel. She liked to think that she'd done admirably, at least prolonging some of his plan until Peter could get there. She knew what she was getting into when she'd found out he was Spiderman, at least she thought she had, and she'd accepted it, moving forward. Now, with the reality of the danger staring her in the face, she knew she wouldn't have made a different decision. She loved Peter. Spiderman was part of the package and she wouldn't change it.

It didn't mean she had to like that fact all the time.

"I wish you didn't have to," she added, her voice soft and tired. "Save me I mean. Not 'cause..." She paused, taking a moment to sort out her breathing again, not continuing until it was back to that slow and steady pattern. "Not 'cause I was in danger, but 'cause you, you shouldn't have to. 's not fair to put all that on you. 'cause you're just one person. 's not fair."

She doubted she was making sense. It was hard for her to articulate that she didn't think the weight Peter carried was fair to him. Just because he had those powers, didn't mean people should constantly depend on him to fix things for them. He did so much, so often, and he shouldn't have had to. Bethel read the newspapers, when he did take the day off, or let someone else take care of it, the people were merciless. Where was Spiderman? Why didn't he save the day? Because he was only human, because he needed to rest, because he had a life and he should be allowed to live it. Bethel hated that, but she couldn't figure out how to explain it.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Not at the expense of his own life," Bethel protested, her voice quiet but fierce. She would never bad mouth his uncle or his father, everything that had been had helped make Peter into who he was and she was forever grateful for that. But this was one of those time she was going to have to disagree with them. She believed Peter could do good, she knew he could, she knew the majority of the city slept better knowing he was around, keeping them safe.

She wasn't one of them, if only because she slept horribly when Peter wasn't around.

"Spiderman has a moral obligation to Peter Parker, too. You deserve to have a life. You'd give everyone else that, but not yourself. The city coped before you, Peter, if they don't learn to cope with Spiderman around, what are they gonna do when you're... when..." Bethel whimpered, the idea of Peter being gone making her chest tighten and her eyes squeeze shut against unbidden tears. "What're they going to do when Spiderman isn't around anymore?"

It wasn't that Bethel wanted him to stop being Spiderman, she would never ask him to do that, it would never even occur to her, that she even had the right to ask. But sometimes, sometimes she wished he would take a break, do something for himself, let the city learn how to take care of itself again. Pain was part of life, New York seemed to take that for granted.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh Peter." Bethel didn't interrupt while he spoke, fingers curling around his arm. It hurt, to hear the utter heartbreak in Peter's voice, the guilt in his words. She doubted if he would ever stop blaming himself, but the mere fact that he did made tears slip past her eyelashes.

When she was sure he was finished, she pushed up onto her elbow, ignoring the pain and the way her body screamed in protest. "What if you weren't Spiderman? You still might've gotten caught up in work and forgotten Aunt Mae, you still might've fought with Ben and because of who he was he still would have followed you. Or, or, what if you did try to stop that man and he simply shot you before moving on to Ben? Peter, you can't blame yourself for something that might've happened even if you weren't there."

She shifted again, brushing a finger across his cheek, scattering some of the tears. The ones on her own cheeks were forgotten. "Personally, I do think you're more important than most people and I don't think I'll ever be able to be objective on that because you're more important to me. Sure, you're Spiderman and that's great, I think it's probably great, but how does that make Peter Parker less important than everyone else. Ben, he, he raised you. Don't you think he would have wanted you to be safe and happy, even if you are Spiderman?"
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why would you lose me?" It took a moment for Bethel to work that out in her mind, but when she did she narrowed her eyes at Peter. He didn't really think that she was just going to swan off because she'd been put in danger, did he? She was made of tougher stuff than that. Yes, it was terrifying, she hated every moment of what happened, but it wasn't Peter's fault that some megalomaniac weirdo had set his sights on her. Megalomaniacs were, by virtue of the word, maniacs.

"You are not going to lose me just because you happen to be bloody Spiderman, Parker. I will never give up on you, stupid."
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-01 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Bethel would never ask him to not be Spiderman, he wouldn't be the silly, scrawny, amazing person she fell in love with if he wasn't Spiderman. She had accepted that. But it was still hard, to watch him leave and spend the rest of the night worrying he wouldn't come home. Even in her drugged state she had been more worried about him than herself.

"Peter, I love you too. And I, I want you to do all that, especially the parts that include me. And, I'm very, very, proud of what you do, I am, if I could tell people about it, you would realize because it's insane really, the amount of pride I have. I just, I worry. And I don't want you to miss out on any of those things because you think that Spiderman is more important than the man inside the suit."

Very gently, Bethel leaned over, wincing phenomenally at the pain in her ribs, to kiss him on the nose. It looked like it was the least damaged and she could bear to cause him more pain. "Do you think that you can stand up so I can get you cleaned off?"
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Peter Parker was way more impressive than Spiderman, in Bethel's opinion. Besides, Spiderman didn't have his name carved into the coffee table, that definitely said Peter + Bethel = ∞.

"You're welcome, and I'm fine, just sore. Here, let me help." She moved over to him, pulling his arm over her shoulder and putting her arm around his waist. She didn't know if he really needed the help, but she wanted to be close to him. Her ribs did hurt, but it had turned into a dull throb as she started to warm up so she doubted it was that bad, and didn't broken ribs start to hurt once the shock had warn off? See, she was fine.

Once they were actually in the bathroom though, Bethel stepped back into the shower, taking Peter with her, and turning the hot water on full blast. She didn't even bother to take her clothes off, they were filthy, once the blood and grime washed away they could climb in the tub. She reached up to tug at Peter's suit. "Let me see, please."
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Bethel tried to be gentle as she peeled the suit down. The warm water helped on the spots that seemed stuck and she tried to go slowly as to not hurt him any more. She very much hoped that it looked worse than it felt, because it looked... bad. Even the marks on her wrists, which looked so bad to her, just paled in comparison. "Oh Peter."

She stopped at his hips, her hands resting lightly against his skin. She was sure that her hands were still cold because the hot water felt like burning, like putting you hands to a warm mug after playing in the snow all day, but maybe that would be good. Ice was good for injuries.

After a moment, she knelt down and tugged the suit the rest of the way off, careful not to jar the leg he was obviously trying to put the least amount of weight on. She kicked the suit into the corner as she stood up, trying not to look at the little rivers of dirt and blood heading towards the drain. Her own clothes were forgotten for the moment as she took in all the marks on Peter.

Now would be one of those times she really wasn't fond of this superhero gig.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Bethel let Peter tug her shirt over her head, smiling a little as her unhooked her bra when she went to take her jeans off. "Always trying to get my clothes off, aren't you?" Once her clothes her piled in the corner with his, she leaned back a little, letting the shower wash the grime out of her hair.

"I'll start the bath." She stepped out of the shower, tiptoing across the floor as if it would make her drip less, and turning the tub on, tossing a purple bath bomb into it, the relaxing scent of lavender filling the room. She grabbed a bottle of tylenol off the counter and shook a few into her hand, popping two in her mouth before bringing the rest to Peter.

The idea of drugs in her system after being drugged made her shudder, but she was 90% sure that a couple aspirin wouldn't kill her.

That last 10% was pretty sure it would, because wouldn't that be just like a megalomaniac weirdo, drug her up with something that reacted violently to tylenol.

She ignored that 10% as she stepped back under the stream of the shower. She was not going to be murdered by tylenol, thank you.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
All in all, Bethel figured she was fine. Sure, she was sore and parts of her hurt, but physically she knew she would be fine. Mentally and emotionally, that might be another story, one she was choosing to ignore for the moment.

"Mmm, probably not. Tell me when the bath is full?" She closed her eyes and lifted her face to the spray, letting the shower wash away the residue of tears and streaked make up, too lazy to do anything else. After a bit, she took a couple steps forward, eyes still closed, until she found Peter, standing on her tiptoes to rest her chin on his shoulder, looping her arms around his shoulders loosely. "I love you, nerd."
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
Bethel didn't want to move. She felt perfectly, wonderfully safe and at peace right there, with Peter next to her. She let go unwillingly, shutting the shower off before stepping out into the bathroom and doing the same to the taps on the tub. She perched on the edge of the tub, having moved faster than Peter.

"Do you need help again?" She was going to help him climb into the tub, but she didn't know if it would be an affront to his manly pride if she helped him over to it.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-02 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Bethel smiled, a little lopsided, but that look was too precious. She slipped off the tub and padded back over to him, her arm circling his waist. "Getting old, are we Mr Parker?"

She might not call his manliness into question, but she would always tease him.
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[personal profile] globbernaughts 2012-11-03 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
"Clearly I'll abscond with some other superhero, if that is the case. I'm sure Iron Man will have some openings." Bethel said it as if she'd given it a lot of thought, even though she'd just plucked Iron Man out of thin air.

She made sure he was all set before climbing in, it would be bad if his legs decided to stop working and he sank and drowned. In the tub. That would be bad. The bath would be quarantined, like a crime scene, it could take ages before she could use it again.

Climbing in basically turned her legs to jelly and she slipped, landing with a whimper, her legs draped across Peter's lap. It would have been sexy if it were planned. "It's okay," she muttered.

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